mum

http://thenewageparents.com/sharings-of-a-single-father/

妈妈是伟大的...de tot of losing her soon saddens me...realise tat mama has been my pillar of support all these while...she has been there for me whenever I needed her... But I wasn't around for her when she needed me most... due to WORK (so ironic)... I missed my chance of chatting with her as her speech is v slurred now... I miss her warm home cooked food... I miss her advice on my love life... I miss her nags now...

"But mummy, I am starting to forget your face". My heart wrenched when I read this. The boy should be having a hard time growing up. I'm glad my mama is there for me, growing up with me.

happiness is relative

I know I won't be happy. But I promise I'll try. Cos I will b unhappier to let go.

I need a good break

Its another low. Realize I ain't good at communicating with my mum. Even though shes very sick now. Feelings are infectious. When one is down, everyone is down. I'm feeling frustrated. Cant see any happy face in de family. Sometimes, I really feel bad hoping that I have my personal space soon. Life is difficult now. I hope it will be over soon. Mama, my wish is for u to recover soon. And see u smile again.

selling extra lady gaga tickets 28 may

I have 2 extra lady gaga concert tix held at Singapore indoor stadium on 28 May 2012. $158 category. To be sold as a pair (seated toge). Bought by error! Interested pls drop a message or call me! Or you can email me your best offer at roche0987@yahoo.com.

Min, although we had a hard time getting de tix, it's fun! Really fr excitement 2 disappointment 2 relief :)

colOurs

Today I chanced upon the topic of colour blindness with my colleagues...
He was saying green looks like grey in his world... This means patches of field would look like graveyard??

Glad tat I can enjoy the beauty of colours in my life... Was so happy I saw a rainbow along ecp when making my way to char wedding...

Come to think of it, is your world of red same as mine? Maybe my red is your blue? Hmmm.. U won't be able to see my world of colours aw!

ants=us?

whenever I bring a cup of ants to de running tap, I always link them to de victims of tsunami...

perhaps in de other hemisphere which is much bigger, tsunami is just splashing of water over us... earthquake is like someone shaking our planet... typhoon is like some big fan blowing at us...

Hmmm mayb we r like barbie dolls, living a life someone up there is playing with?

weird imaginatiOn :)

thoughts before de new year...

My dream since I was younger:

To hold a yacht wedding at 28
To design my own house by 30
To carry my first boy by 31
To have 3 lovely kids before 35

Age and reality kicked in last night.
Where am I now?

My dream is simple. Yet difficult to realise. To be truthful, I haven't been happy lately. Work, family, relationship, health ain't too good. Did I make the wrong choices again? Is everything worth it?

I long for carefree days. Somewhat like karen. I wanna travel again. 2012. I pray for a much better year. No new year resolutions as usual. And ya, no major life decisions yet.

Peg, u help fulfil half my dream...I have my chubby lovable godson this year at least. :)