dedicated to 妈妈

dedicated to baby

another chapter?

perhaps he's right.. distance ahead.. wil god bless this journey?

mum, i stil miss u.. your dying moments keep flashing vividly in my mind...pls guide me thru this difficult time..

travel wif love

I was looking thru my mum's passport... realized that she's only been to few countries...hongkong, china, thailand, Indonesia n Malaysia...wif my dad n relatives n frens... I'm a travel fan...been many places...yet I've not really travelled wif my mum...only once to a famosa abt 10 years ago... "Mummy, I really love you." I finally took de courage to tell her tonite.. but she can't respond... Losing my mum so soon is so unexpected...it's been a year n I'm still trying to cope wif de truth...

my bday wish

This year has not been smooth, so I decided to hav a simple BBQ wif my family n frens, hoping that it wil b a good fresh start for the year ahead! And to settle my promo treat all at one go (ha eat too many of others now it's payback time)... Anyway this promo is nothing really worth celebrating as its jus a time norm i.e. u get promoted when yr time is due as long as u din make unforgivable mistake... I hope to get a black blink watch to wear to work (hee i have hinted him)...my other wishlist is to get a olyumpus red vintage camera n pink clam shell non camera phone or a pink samsung s3 (heard lotsa good comments abt it)...it wld b great if I can a big bouquet of colourful tulips to brighten my day!

mum

http://thenewageparents.com/sharings-of-a-single-father/

妈妈是伟大的...de tot of losing her soon saddens me...realise tat mama has been my pillar of support all these while...she has been there for me whenever I needed her... But I wasn't around for her when she needed me most... due to WORK (so ironic)... I missed my chance of chatting with her as her speech is v slurred now... I miss her warm home cooked food... I miss her advice on my love life... I miss her nags now...

"But mummy, I am starting to forget your face". My heart wrenched when I read this. The boy should be having a hard time growing up. I'm glad my mama is there for me, growing up with me.

happiness is relative

I know I won't be happy. But I promise I'll try. Cos I will b unhappier to let go.