dedicated to 妈妈

dedicated to baby

another chapter?

perhaps he's right.. distance ahead.. wil god bless this journey?

mum, i stil miss u.. your dying moments keep flashing vividly in my mind...pls guide me thru this difficult time..

travel wif love

I was looking thru my mum's passport... realized that she's only been to few countries...hongkong, china, thailand, Indonesia n Malaysia...wif my dad n relatives n frens... I'm a travel fan...been many places...yet I've not really travelled wif my mum...only once to a famosa abt 10 years ago... "Mummy, I really love you." I finally took de courage to tell her tonite.. but she can't respond... Losing my mum so soon is so unexpected...it's been a year n I'm still trying to cope wif de truth...

my bday wish

This year has not been smooth, so I decided to hav a simple BBQ wif my family n frens, hoping that it wil b a good fresh start for the year ahead! And to settle my promo treat all at one go (ha eat too many of others now it's payback time)... Anyway this promo is nothing really worth celebrating as its jus a time norm i.e. u get promoted when yr time is due as long as u din make unforgivable mistake... I hope to get a black blink watch to wear to work (hee i have hinted him)...my other wishlist is to get a olyumpus red vintage camera n pink clam shell non camera phone or a pink samsung s3 (heard lotsa good comments abt it)...it wld b great if I can a big bouquet of colourful tulips to brighten my day!

mum

http://thenewageparents.com/sharings-of-a-single-father/

妈妈是伟大的...de tot of losing her soon saddens me...realise tat mama has been my pillar of support all these while...she has been there for me whenever I needed her... But I wasn't around for her when she needed me most... due to WORK (so ironic)... I missed my chance of chatting with her as her speech is v slurred now... I miss her warm home cooked food... I miss her advice on my love life... I miss her nags now...

"But mummy, I am starting to forget your face". My heart wrenched when I read this. The boy should be having a hard time growing up. I'm glad my mama is there for me, growing up with me.

happiness is relative

I know I won't be happy. But I promise I'll try. Cos I will b unhappier to let go.

I need a good break

Its another low. Realize I ain't good at communicating with my mum. Even though shes very sick now. Feelings are infectious. When one is down, everyone is down. I'm feeling frustrated. Cant see any happy face in de family. Sometimes, I really feel bad hoping that I have my personal space soon. Life is difficult now. I hope it will be over soon. Mama, my wish is for u to recover soon. And see u smile again.

selling extra lady gaga tickets 28 may

I have 2 extra lady gaga concert tix held at Singapore indoor stadium on 28 May 2012. $158 category. To be sold as a pair (seated toge). Bought by error! Interested pls drop a message or call me! Or you can email me your best offer at roche0987@yahoo.com.

Min, although we had a hard time getting de tix, it's fun! Really fr excitement 2 disappointment 2 relief :)

colOurs

Today I chanced upon the topic of colour blindness with my colleagues...
He was saying green looks like grey in his world... This means patches of field would look like graveyard??

Glad tat I can enjoy the beauty of colours in my life... Was so happy I saw a rainbow along ecp when making my way to char wedding...

Come to think of it, is your world of red same as mine? Maybe my red is your blue? Hmmm.. U won't be able to see my world of colours aw!

ants=us?

whenever I bring a cup of ants to de running tap, I always link them to de victims of tsunami...

perhaps in de other hemisphere which is much bigger, tsunami is just splashing of water over us... earthquake is like someone shaking our planet... typhoon is like some big fan blowing at us...

Hmmm mayb we r like barbie dolls, living a life someone up there is playing with?

weird imaginatiOn :)