I need a good break

Its another low. Realize I ain't good at communicating with my mum. Even though shes very sick now. Feelings are infectious. When one is down, everyone is down. I'm feeling frustrated. Cant see any happy face in de family. Sometimes, I really feel bad hoping that I have my personal space soon. Life is difficult now. I hope it will be over soon. Mama, my wish is for u to recover soon. And see u smile again.